Behind the Player -- Paul Gray (DVD)

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Please take time to read through the various forum threads as there is so much information from the personal experiences of our members. You will feel that you are not alone in your recovery. Others have many years of living with SAH. This includes promotion of any type of commercial service. Users promoting commercial services may have their posts or links removed. It may, however, be acceptable to post such links when another user has requested information. Turn right, and at the far end of the first table on your left, you’ll find anti-regen ammo (RAMRODs). On the table with the computers, you’ll find an image to examine next to a laptop. There are two more images to examine on a whiteboard to the left of the computer desk. When I eventually made my first car journey, I had to drive with the air conditioning blasting on my face; I needed to feel the cold, needed to feel awake. It felt so very weird and also very scary. Even my feet didn't feel as though they were part of my body. I seemed to over emphasise every movement that before the SAH, would have been so normal. I just didn't feel in control, it wasn't me in this body that I had returned home with. Sex was scary post SAH, but actually fine. I'm probably slightly less inhibited now - whether that's a survivors response, or whether the inhibiting part of my brain was affected - I don't know.

And there stood my husband, love of my life, trying to understand it all, visiting me everyday and when I came home trying to get me to all appointments and make sure I didn't fall or forget my pills...I am sad to say it took me a while to feel his pain going through this...Joining an online support group can often be an excellent way of coping with your illness. Recovery for many can mean months and even years of adjusting to a different life after SAH. We recommend using an alias when you join which means you can keep your identity anonymous whilst online. You may feel strange sensations in your head and this is common, especially during the early weeks of your recovery. If you are at all concerned about headaches or sensations you should consult your doctor. Trent Wilkie (April 2, 2012). "THE GREY – A MOVIE REVIEW". The Trent Wilke . Retrieved January 1, 2021.

I have to admit, my anxiety levels still rise in the week leading up to this day, after all this time you would think it should get easier to cope with, for me it hasn't at all, I still find it a very difficult day. It’s taking some adjustment to the fact that I look well and normal but inside my brain is injured and recovering. People look at me and expect me to be just as I was and don’t understand my limitations or that a slightly different me has emerged like a phoenix from the bleed. I am meditating daily and being so grateful for all that I have and so aware that it could have been so different. We are survivors and have been given a wake up call to choose how we look at life and how we live our lives. It’s a privileged position. Congratulations on your forth coming wedding in May you are bound to feel anxious, a very special day you will want to cherish and enjoy. Baby steps, one step at a time. You have been through a major life threatening trauma. Just be honest about how you are feeling and your fatigue levels. Very early days for you in your recovery. I saw the consultant who operated on me in March and had an MRI and he was pleased with my progress. He did say fatigue could last many months/years as it is a symptom felt by many. I can now go out on my own and have even driven my car short distances as I also suffered from PTSD and was anxious outside. Things are improving but like many told me in the beginning- it takes time. As usual I got very little or no support from Verdun, I won't go into how I feel about that as you have heard it all before. Let's just say some of the things he did, were totally unforgivable and I will never get over how he acted in the week leading up to my dad passing away. I won't dwell on that though, Karma is a wonderful thing.The medics have given you little guidance on how he will recover because at these early days and weeks they simply do not know the full extent of brain damage... some temporary and some more permanent. Enter and hug the right wall. On the ground are several plates. If you walk onto them, they’ll kill you. Use the clown key on the console near the save point, and ascend the staircase on the right. Walk through the yellow door, and collect the items in this room: anti-regen ammo (RAMRODs), shotgun ammo, a grenade, two med injectors and an incendiary grenade. I tend to be a bit more active if that's the word getting dressed overseeing hubby prepare the evening meal etc but by lunch time I am finished. Have to lay down and go to sleep. Remember when a relatives kids are growing up? if you are with them every day you don't notice much, but if you haven't seen them for six months you say 'My word look how much you've grown!' Well, it's a bit like that with this recovery lark!

The exhaustion hit me heavily a couple of days after the wedding but definitely not as badly as I was expecting. I realised that I got married 5 months to the day after my bleed. It was a pretty great way to mark my recovery! You will probably be more sensitive to noise and visual things such as bright or flashing lights during the early weeks of your recovery. Being in crowded, noisy or busy places such as supermarkets can be particularly difficult at first.I suppose I am about a month ahead of you or maybe less in terms of recovery, I definitely feel like the last couple of weeks I've made more progress with recovery so hopefully this is on the road ahead for you too! I was a heavy smoker up to the day of my SAH. Fortunately, being in hospital for two weeks made the initial withdrawals easy! I think that quitting is very much a state of mind. I found it much easier than I thought it would be although 17 months on I still get the odd craving. I had my SAH in October of 2021. I was out with my 14 year old son building a greenhouse. I was just sawing a piece of lumber when my head began throbbing. I went into the house to get a drink of water and lie down. As I was leaving the kitchen, the headache went from a 7 to a 10 almost instantly, and I fell to the floor. I haven't got any better advice for you. I personally have had many problems with working post SAH and can only say that sometimes we need to adjust our expectations in the way of salary etc. Unfortunate, but your health and well being are more important so if at all possible put them first. Once the physical pain was handled I have been mainly dealing with a lot of fatigue and really frustrating tinnitus/painful oversensitivity to sound (I haven't had any vision-related issues really, it's been much more in my ears -- which was even the case when the bleed had just happened, so it must have been about the location of the bleed as to whether it affects our eyes or ears more! -- that's me guessing anyway).

The community aims to help by providing the answers to your questions that you otherwise might spend time worrying about or searching for an answer. The community of our shared experience is what we have in common. You are not alone. So I wasn't feeling the best mood wise, and 4 days after I got home we had to have our 21 month old puppy pts due to NCL5, we lost her brother the year before with the same illness. I'd be very happy to keep you updated and, although I am not pleased that we have both encountered this, I'm very glad that we have the opportunity to share our experiences. After reading some of the detail on this forum, I now completely understand why we are left without much information when we leave hospital, as no one person seems to have the same symptoms or speed of recovery. Funny that you should mention Loop ear plugs.. I had them brought to me when I was in hospital and they have been with me ever since. I initially used them when I started going out and about, but I now seem to be OK without them and have them in my bag 'just in case.' I found that at first when in cafes/ restaurants it was quite difficult to follow a conversation with whoever I was with and my brain felt really quite bamboozled, but in general my sensitivity to noise seems to improving over time. Hopefully this will also be the same for you. Over time, it will get better to some extent - as did mine - but as Tina says it is still very early in recovery stages. Good things to be doing for him will be to make notes of anything he needs to remember, keep a diary, keep on repeating things until they become long term memories. Once you transfer the memory into the 'other box' he stands a better chance of remembering.Carnahan ultimately cut the final fight scene after a discussion with the film's editor, Roger Bart, who told the director: In the doorway to the left past where the fumer spawned, two more molded will appear. This is a dead end, and there’s nothing to find there. Ignore them and head through the door with the red light. Capcom People can not 'see' the impact of a brain injury, it is an invisible disability. Therefore, it is often misunderstood. I know that my love, care and constant reassurance and belief in my husband has helped his healing journey. I remain so incredibly grateful to have him here. I faced the very real possibility of saying goodbye forever, and there were days when my wish for him to live seemed cruel to him. I'm not sure there's a 'right' way to go about things. We do the best we can, with what we have. It would be really interesting to know how you are coping / getting on and if you are seeing improvements? However you too need to take care of yourself. Try and talk things over with your husband ... but also lean on your good friends and family. It is good for you to have a shoulder to lean on throughout this lengthy journey.