We all dress as women for our own reasons. My motivations are I want to genuinely be able to pass one hundred percent as a woman. I am often told I should lighten up and ignore that. Passing convincingly is what I desire and I enjoy the attempts I make trying to achieve this. It is what I like to do. Just wearing a dress and make-up is not enough for me personally, I want to be able to become a female, albeit on a temporary basis.

Aside from being freaked out when hearing a scurry of mice now and then, the three were certainly no worse for wear… despite never in their lives ever coming close to such squalid living conditions!

ROSE VELVET BRIEF

Penguin- Nothing so brash. You've spent far too much time with Kobra... They'll start hunting soon enough, and they'll want you with them, for the extra manpower of course. When they find him, however long that takes, you will do whatever you can to stop him talking. Do to the rather extensive connections of the Families involved: an official report was never released to the public.

Apparently the job was perfectly planned and executed by professionals , probably with inside information from never discovered sources. Meanwhile the dark skinned Romeo had come across one of the twins watching the autograph hounds in action ( red satin gown), and had found out she was also interested in meeting the actor. He had taken the pretty lady over to the cameraman to see if it could be arranged. A blind ruse to lure his victim ever closer into his confidence. Already on our way there he said almost cheerfully ( pieces of the puzzle were starting to come together) That is not a declaration of me being homosexual as I am not attracted to men. However, I believe in portrayal and if I am going to all the effort of trying to look like a woman I want my female portrayal to be convincing. To try and achieve this I do my best to act the part of a female and try to become one in my head when cross-dressed. I really would like my female illusion to feel authentic. My main aim is to pass as a woman, for me I desire this goal more than anything. I am not interested in the ‘don’t bother just enjoy cross-dressing’. I do enjoy cross-dressing, I really love it but I also want to pass, that is my personal dream. I really want to people to think I am female when I dress as one.Unlike that distracted young miss, however, the daughter was able to hold the ring high from the reach of Her mother’s fingertips, giggling as she did so. The director and the cameramen were pulled into a conference room, where all three identified the canister as belonging to them, however the film spool inside was not!

For me I have to have shaved legs and arms to feel feminine so I always shave off my body hair. I’ve never been able to cope with long nails so this is something I never have. I see lots of women with short nails and that suits me fine. Long nails are just horrible to me, I don’t find them attractive. But Beth, Calling it a casket is an old term, and her husband starts to explain (not for the first time) the origin of the phrase ”jewele casket” I just wanted to see you before the ball commences, Lettice.” Lady Sadie says brittlely as she glides elegantly across the floor, her gown like a muslin cloud billowing about her serene figure. She sighs as she gazes around the bedroom. “I do wish you’d return home Lettice, rather than living in that dreadful place, London. It isn’t right you know, for a young unmarried girl to be living on her own in London. You’d be much better to stay here and learn how to run a real home to ready yourself for when you are chatelaine…” On the silver tray there is a selection of sparkling perfume bottles, which are handmade by an English artisan for the Little Green Workshop. Made of cut coloured crystals set in a gilt metal frames or using vintage cut glass beads they look so elegant and terribly luxurious. The faceted pink glass perfume bottle, made from an Art Deco bead came with the dressing table, which I acquired from Kathleen Knight’s Doll House Shop. Some may say I am pathetic but I adored this indulgence and felt excited and enthused and good about life. To dress up as a woman and show off my legs, which are never seen in my male life, was truly wonderful, I loved every minute of it. I always think that these moments of transvestism are beyond compare, they are just so incredible to experience. I feel as if life is enhanced and it boosts my confidence.Appears they were going to the Brides summer home to be photographed. The trolley turned down the path to this old deserted manor where they were told there was engine trouble. It's something you can feel when you walk into their house. It emanates... not just from them, but from the house itself... the furniture... the animals... the garden... the bric a brac. Entering that house is like walking into some big yellow-warm sunshine embrace; it is nothing short of palpable. And seeing them together is even more powerful. I will freely admit I enjoy the process of transforming from male to female. Shaving off my body hair and reshaping my eyebrows is a physical commitment to my female self which is always an exciting and daring thing to commit to. I entitled the picture accompanying this narrative, which is actually a still frame from one of my videos, ‘Putting it all together’. I gave it that title as that’s how I think of my transformation into my female alter-ego. I think my inner quest for men to desire me as a woman is not to do with sex but all to do with seeking verification. Part of me dreams of being able to look like a woman and so being desired as a woman by a man is the ultimate verification of the illusion I am attempting to portray.